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ISBN :
1-4392-4304-2
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James P. McDonald 2009
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“A Self-Help book hidden behind the ‘guise’ of a story that demonstrates rather than instructs or informs; a story that left me deeply moved and contemplating my own life, my own self-honesty.  It is like nothing I have ever read before.”

A single thought haunts Nathan Vrite: I’m not good enough. That unconscious message drives him to dangerous extremes for years, jockeying for social acceptance one moment and sinking into a fog of alcohol and drugs the next. Now in his forties, Nathan has yet to uncover the joy and inner peace he glimpsed through a decade of increasing self-honesty that sobriety offers, and he unknowingly remains mired in the quiet desperation of a disingenuous life. When he unexpectedly falls in love, a momentary lapse of his coveted invulnerability leaves Nathan intrigued. The enormity of emotion that love’s betrayal releases awakens the willingness Nathan needs to honor his emerging inner knowing. It leads him on a courageous quest for this most elusive peace that takes him across the country and into the darkest depths of his own soul. This empowering novel is “based on a true story of a little willingness,” a portrait of an ordinary man on a life-changing journey of self-discovery.

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There is something about this book that won't let go of me. I rarely read fiction - but I made an exception for this one, as the author was leading a discussion group in which I participated.

I read it in three sittings, as I became enthralled with the main character Nathan, from the get-go. His honest, bare-naked, and non-stop internal dialogue, which tells most of the story, was frightfully similar to my own. I imagine it would resonate in a similar manner with anyone who seeks spiritual growth - yet is saddled with a lifetime of learned habits, judgements (self and others), and unmet expectations.

Though billed as a 'novel', the book is clearly a candid and poignant look into the inner-workings of the author's soul through the eyes of the main character.

For me, and because it WAS a novel, I became engaged with the storyline, rather than SELF-engaged, as would naturally happen when reading a book written for the purpose of teaching. I found myself more open - even more vulnerable - to what I was receiving.

After I finished reading - I promptly made plans to burn all of my personal journals. So I guess it's appropriate to warn readers to "Read at your own risk". Some pretty heavy stuff will come up.

Cindy Oster
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This first novel by James McDonald reminds me of M. Scott Peck's Road Less Traveled, and his fictional novels, in its depiction of an individual who boldly treads the road of self discovery. The protagonist has undergone 9 years of psychotherapy which has driven him into an almost obsessive compulsive running self analysis, as he undergoes various life-changing experiences such as loosing corporate employment, breakup with his girlfriend, selling off his possessions, and an attempt at a geographical cure. He travels through some very interesting experiences in his quest for enlightenment (normalcy?), including exposure to a sense-deprivation chamber, a visit to mediums in a New York spiritualist center, massage therapy, AA fellowship, application of ACIM lessons, etc., etc. The book is well written, with only minor errata which may be attributed to mainly printing errors. I have spoken to other readers of this promising new novel and have discovered, as in my case, that each has had a profound emotional reaction to the book at some point or other, having to put it down and walk away from it to return eagerly at a later point to devour it. Those who are interested in topics such as inner-child recognition, AA, Course in Miracles, relationship addiction, anger management and the quest for spirituality and honesty would benefit from and enjoy "Who Would I be Without: Based on a True Story of a Little Willingness".  
J. William Grieve
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